Missing Someone!

Someone!

Its been time since I've scratched my head, twitched my muscles and shook my brains to pen down something. Reasons were as always Simple and Silly.

Firstly, being in a college with the poorest of poor net connectivity is like living in Tihaad Jail. The administrators have just one emotion always regarding the amendments in JECRC Wi-Fi network, that is, blurting out a variant combination of words which are par above the reach of understanding and then at last quoting a statement,"Aage baat chal rahi hai! Do-teen din main ho jayega!"

Secondly,I was occupied.

I personally feel that as soon as I step into the college after a tiring bus/train journey of 10 hours, all the recent happenings and stories, build-ups and break-ups, fights and sights (of beauties, of course) with blessings and curses fall on my head. Not only these, with my first step into the esteemed gates of my Knowledge-house, even lectures and laboratory assignments fall onto me as if I am the only employee handling entire Google traffic on a Sunday.

These happenings, this time, were accompanied with a major political and half-romantic public-cum-private issue (Not To Be Discussed), which screeched to a sudden halt in my as well as my companions lives. But, I was neither extremely tensed nor felt a major setback cause me and my other two room-mates had a pre-thought of such a certain event to happen with a probability of 1. 

This was the backdrop of issue in my life. But, despite of the intense shock and trauma, I always had a Someone to make my life simpler and sillier everyday. That Someone would always have a talk with me, my sense and my deep inside hidden thoughts. Someone with whom I had all the leisure as well as pleasure time. Insane fights turning to intense quarrels making me separate to my Someone everyday. But as the night passed everyday, and a jubilant morning spread ed its visage, I would Re-find Someone  in me. I may shout, I may like, I may sit and chatter on till infinity, I may force my insane and idiotic psychologies, I may even at times abuse, I may even wake up Someone at the gong of midnight (which in college usually is around 0300 hours), and despite these complications and complex network of truly rubbish facts, Someone was always there to listen. No words from Someone, no retreats back on even being right and true. We may quarrel or even attempt to kill each other (which mostly i did), but even then we had a PERFECT WORLD of our own. 

Why, today, am i weeping so much? 

Cause, today, even if I shed tears and cry or yell or even burst out, there is No Reply from Someone! 

SOMEONE is gone forever, into the lost strands of time where even time travel would not get It back for me. I may be wrong in my behavior towards It. But, today, through my Blog Card 4, I would like to say to  Someone  that,

You may sit and watch me cry,

knowing the pain I am in, 

I am unable to show emotions, 

until the endless tears begin. 

A piece of me is dying, 

and lying on the floor.

The dreams I had are over 

and can only be no more.

If sadness shown up like beauty,

I'd be brighter than the sun, 

gazed upon by wondering eyes 

and till the end loved by Someone!

I am Sorry!

Missing Someone!

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